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yunazxxx · 7 days ago
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pairing ≫ lara raj x fem!reader
cw ≫ just a fluff, kisses, cuddles, comforting, some mental health issues, etc maybe?
an ≫ both of these songs are kinda the vibes here and just a small lara fic for my moot @lararajjj bc she hasnt been feeling well recently. i hope this makes you better, or even just a bit!
word count ≫ 600+
through a slightly parted window curtain, you could see the morning sunlight. there laid a redhaired woman who was turned on her side, talking to her lover on a video call. normally these videos calls would've been filled with both parties talking about how much she missed the other but this time, it was lara trying to calm her lover.
"baby, look at me" lara softly spoke, and her girlfriend looked at her. lara's heart shattered, seeing how red her lover's eyes were from how much she was crying, "c-can i see you? please, i just need you so badly right now lara.."
the redhead nodded, "want me to pick you up or just come over?" she asked, "i don't care, i just wanna be with you." and they ended the call. lara got up and slipped on a hoodie, wearing a random pair of shoes she found in her room and grabbed her keys.
she walked out of the house, going to her car. it was cold outside, 27 degrees farenhit to be exact, but lara didn't care, she had to be there for her girlfriend. as she drove down the streets, making her way to your, her girlfriend’s, place.
the weather got warmer as she drove, she slowed down and began to make her way inside of her girlfriend's driveway, she sent her a text while she parked. lara walked to the girl's door, before she could even knock she was met with the girl who took her heart.
lara wasted no time and pulled her into a hug, which only made you cry more. lara held the girl's head against her, while she whispered sweet words to her, lara and the girl walked inside. "think we could go upstairs or do you wanna stay down here?"
lara asked, this time her voice was far more nurturing to her girlfriend, "down here is fine" and lara nodded. the redhaired woman broke off the hug and walked over to a nearby room that stored extra blankets, lara grabbed one and came back, this time with her hoodie off as well.
she handed it to her girlfriend with a smile, "here, you can keep it" lara calmly said, and her girlfriend took it, finally having somewhat of a smile on her face after hours, upon hours of crying. while the girl put on lara's hoodie, the younger woman went to grab a towel, she ran some warm water on it and returned.
walking back down she saw y/n already curled up in her hoodie, in the fetal position on the couch, lara walked up to her, "hey baby" she softly said, "look at me" and you looked up at her, lara wiped the girl's dried tears and kissed her.
"you're so perfect already" lara sotly said, "i love you so much" and you said it back, this may seem like the most random thing ever but while lara was upstairs she saw a paper with some writing on it, normally she doesn't intrude in your business but the note had her name on it with a heart, just on the floor.
lara opened it and read it, her heart breaking as she slowly realized what you had been thinking about doing to yourself, there was no date or anything to tell he when you wrote it so she just made her way back down, holding her tears as she saw you on the couch.
lara pulled you close to her chest, "please don't give up" she softly said, and you nodded agaist her chest, "i won't, i have you now" and lara kissed your forehead, "it'll get better princess" she softly whipsered as the two of you sat in silence, only soft pours of rain from outside began filling the house.
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sofiatexa · 19 days ago
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“i’ll think of you, once in a moon” - meret manon x lara rajagopalan
synopsis ≫ lara asked her crush of two years out finally, and after dating for as long as they were, life got in the way and despite how badly they didn’t want to, they had to break up. it was a mutual decision, which made it hurt much worse than the average breakup.
content warnings ≫ angst , fluff , crying , breakups w/ manic episodes , depression , anxiety , manon feels like lara’s lying during certain times , manon has to continue to be around lara bc they work together , maybe more?
author talks ≫ thought about this plot while listening to this song and in my head kind of on repeat so here we are
tag list ≫ @lara4eclipze , @rinaslover
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001 : wip
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obsessingaboutgayspiders · 6 months ago
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I don't care what's canon or not, Huskerdust is T4T and no one can tell me otherwise
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tibby2305 · 3 days ago
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Psa for anyone with heavy periods (or anyone with periods) - buy maternity pads instead of period pads.
They’re cheap, super super absorbent, they’re all unscented and they don’t make you feel sweaty like period pads do
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tripleheadmates · 4 months ago
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Headmate intros *names are changed to protect our identity* Hello everyone I'm M 💚. I'm here to introduce myself and my two head mates. I'm new to the community and it's taken me years to come to terms with the fact I have a system. So please be respectful and if you have advice please send us a message! I'm still getting to know my head mates so please be patient with us!
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Name: D 🐶
Gender: Transman
Pronouns: He/Him
Orientation: Gay
Favorites: Red, Dog
Job: Co-pilot
Personal Blog: Yes
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Name: M 💚
Gender: Transmasc genderqueer
Pronouns: he/they/it
Orientation: Queer
Favorites: Green, Racoon
Job: Host
Personal Blog: Yes
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Name: R 🌸
Gender: Genderfluid
Pronouns: she/they
Orientation: queer
Favorites: Purple, Cat
Job: Trauma Holder
Personal Blog: Yes
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theseaofmonster · 1 year ago
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hi! back from the dead to provide a few links to information on the genocide of palestinian citizens.
here is a short article from human rights watch from 2017 on human rights violations being committed by israeli forces.
here is a really great paper from the center for constitutional rights:
more information to come. for the time being, i’m back.
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maybeseveralthings · 1 year ago
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You ever misread a poll and vote and then immediately realize you voted like a puritan 15 year old and wish to wail and rend your sackcloth garments
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realityphobia · 2 years ago
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You know its bad when you mention your work frustrations to your psychiatrist and they, a layman in your discipline, say "wait how are you supposed to do that."
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cordspaghetti · 7 months ago
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really factual recounting with no embellishments whatsoever
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thedman0310 · 6 months ago
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hnnnnng
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darkfalcone · 1 month ago
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Finished this dark sofia smut, I’m going to edit and then post!
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yunazxxx · 13 days ago
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sophia laforteza x lara raj
≫ cw ; yandere!sophia , knife play , cutting kink , sophia gets pretty weird at parts , obsessive!sophia , possessive!sophia , stalker!sophia , crying, choking, sex toys, neighbor au, threatening, manipulation, stockholm syndrome, slight cnc, torture, sadistic!sophia ,, etc ??
wc ; more than 4.3k
an ; so uhh this has some heavy topics, kinda listed in content warnings, i might've missed some things if i did then!!! — and i’d also like to add in no way am i glorifying kidnapping/manipulation/cnc/nonconsensual torture/ or anything else bad mentioned in this fic , do not take this out of context in any way. — ps, none of this has actually taken place between this girls so take this w a grain of salt as this story between these two in particular is fictional!!! have a nice read <3
lara had been living in this neighborhood for a few years now, the house across from hers has came and gone with new neighbors or place holders whatever, you name it, shes had it.
but today was really different, you see, she was getting a new neighbor. she, obviously, didn't know who it was but she also didn't really care to find out.
normally there was always some type of drama including her next door and the one directly across from her, meaning she was normally caught in that stupid crossfire.
her next door hadn't changed ever since she moved in, but it seemed this time they had to because when she looked outside there were moving trucks and et cetera.
she would mind her business though, not caring about it. by the next time she makes her way outside to run some errands, she catches a glimpse of her new neighbor.
and she caught a glimpse of her, she was walking inside but turned around and waved to her with a stupid smile plastered on her face.
she waved back, and honestly, it all seemed so innocent, she seemed so innocent. she continued with her plans, getting inside of her car and going where she needed to be. she wasn't much to her at first, just another neighbor.
really, after the last two its been something so tedious to ask lara to get back close to her neighbors. a few hours passed an she finally returned home, after she was finally inside, there was a ring at her door.
"who is it?" her voice rang through her house, a muffled, "your neighbor" came from the other side, and the voice was, unrecognizable to say the least.
she didn't know who it was, solely based off of their voice, nonetheless, she made her way to door. seeing the same girl from earlier, "hi, i'm just going around trying to get to know everyone, my name is sophia”
her voice was, soft, careful. although, she seemed a bit timid, like she was scared or shy, it wasn't like lara wasn't, that's exactly how she was back when she frst moved in.
she shook her hand, "lara, nice to meet you sophia" she said, a soft smile plastered on her face. she smiled back to her, "likewise" after a while the pair took a look up.
noticing the skies were getting dark, and it had been an hour that they were standing there and talking so lara offered they'd talk more at a cafe nearby and sophia happily agreeded.
they said their goodbye's and went their seperate ways, with no string attached. the next day, lara woke up that mornng, and got ready.
she checked the weather, wearing something that would fit it and its random changes. about an hour later, she walked out of her door and mad her way to the destination.
it was beautiful out, the weather was nice, and the skies were a nice blue. the cafe wasn't far off from her house, so she arraived really quick. she walked inside and sophia spotted her, she stood up and walked towards the younger.
"hey" she said sheepishly, "hi" she said, her voice as light as a feather. the black haired woman offered to hold her hand while they walked down back to the seat and she accepted. she was pretty calm, and they ordered their drinks.
the more the red head would look at her and study her features,, the more cute she found her, that same calm demeanor she had was slowly slipping away, not being able to look at her while they talked. this made sophia giggle, she found it adorable that lara couldn't hold eye contact.
she watched the way she was, and she was really well mannered. sophia was as extremly polite, which lara really loved about her.
after things fnally were, calmer, they began talking. she asked her what some of her hobbies were, just out of pure curiosity. she would answer her, but it would take a small while for her words to come out due to her slight stutter, but sophia would comfort her, saying ressuring things.
she was really sweet to her, the conversation went as good as you canget it. they even exchanged numbers to each other, and then went their seperate ways. still no strings attached.
they would talk pretty much constantly over texts, the way she would talk to her, made her feel so special and heard. sophia was a sweet girl, she did her best to keep that up however she could.
she would invite the red head out with her a lot, she would use an excuse saying "its good to have company even in the smallest things" and of course she would go with her.
not because of that, but it would be nice to get out of her daily schedule that was the same thing every single day.
these hangouts would turn from just her errands to them stopping at parks and etc to have some extra time together.
name an activity and trust that lara and sophia did it, those two quickly became close. she gave her this sense of comfort and she had always felt like she would need it, especially when something would go wrong so she'd ask her to come over or if she could visit her.
and she would never say no, even if she didn't know the situation simply becaused she loved having her around, those two quickly became best friends though. when they say the pair was rarely not together, they meant that.
when she'd vist over her house, she was always upstairs in her bedroom, nights she'd let her sleep over, or if she would stay late, despite the fact she had more than four bedrooms in this house she'd always allow her to sleep in her own room and she would sleep elsewhere.
this didn't rub lara any kind of way, in fact it just made her happier, because it was such a nice gesture, plus she was a really great person. but that small liking she had, turned into something far more than it sould have.
see, sophia asking lara to hng out all the time was't solely because she enjoyed having her around it was because she was obsessed to say the very least.
as she and lara grew closer, it made the chances of getting what she desiered so much easier. she would invite her over, at first becase she wanted to get those last few hours with her.
sophia would never let her sleep elsewhere was because she wanted her scent on her bed so when she'd lay in it herself all she would smell was her.
sophia was one to make a lot of jokes, while they walked the streets of their city, she would say small things after lara would say someone was cute or attractive to her, she would make a joke and say something like "look at another and you'll loose you vision" but she'd say it fast enough that lara doesnt catch it and she'd speed up.
sophia did this so much that it would leave the younger completly dumbfounded, confused what she said but she'd quickly drop it. she'd follow her along, but she was normally saying little slick shit under her breath she would never be able to hear any of it.
there was even one time she had lara on her lap, she can't exactly recall what put her there but she was and she couldn't focus on anything else but wanting to kiss her, her eyes were so focused on her pink plump lips, it didn't make it any better when sometimes when she would say bye she'd kiss her, leaving a mark of her lipstick on her cheek.
each time she'll do it, it'll always catch her off guard and leave sophia smiling like a idiot, but tonight was different with the pair. remember how she was always upstairs in her house when they'd hang out?
she kept them downstairs today, they talked about their experiences on nearly everything in life, naming their pet peeves, now sophia only brought this up to get more information on the girl.
she looked the girl in her eyes while she was sitting on the further side on the couch, they were enjoying each other's company.
they were laughing an playing, lara genuinely made sophia feel so much joy and happiness.
she didn't want it to leave, she didn't want to lose this feeling because it meant literally everything to her.
she excused herself upstairs, and lara cozied up on the couch and focused her attention on the moving pictures on the screen in front of her.
sophia was gone for a, while, to simply say. when she finally returned, her hands were behind her back, with a mischievous smile plastered on her face. the redhead looked at her, “soph?? what's behind your back?" she asked, her eye brows were furrowed.
"nothing.." she said, her eyes starting darting around the room. she looked at her, not believing what she was telling her. "show meee” lara said, and sophia shook her head.
“noo” she said, testing her. she put the cup down, and look at her, a michevious smile bein gon her own face as well.
"show it" she said, and she still shook her head, she was feeling playful and lara was willing to chase her. in a quick motion lara stood up and ran towards her, sophia quickly turned around, now putting the item inforn of her and ran the oppisite direction.
she chased her around the house a while, trying to grab at her shirt to stop her from running away so far but to no avail, she was able to get a good distacne between them but she was determined to find out what she had.
the chase continued for maybe 10 minutes nonstop, before lara was able to successfully tackle sophia, and they ended up on the floor. she was quick to take her chance and showed her what was in her hands so she could get off of her.
once the younger was off of the black haired woman, she asked her to follow her somewhere, it was downstairs, which caught lara’s attention. the house was big, of course, but if they went any further down, they defenitly would be in the basement an what could she possibly have to show her thats in the basement?
nonetheless, she followed her down. she was in front of her while they walked downn the stairs and she could feel a cold pair of hands around her throat, it was too fast for her to be able to react before the grip tighten and she could feel her breath shortening.
the grip only picked up more and more until she was passed out, and sophia dragged her body back ustairs, putting her inside one of the rooms that she was never allowed in or had never walked in.
soon the girl finally woke up, obviously unfamilliar with the room she was in. she tried moving her wrists but to no avail, quickl she began to panic, she didn’t know where she was and her head was aching, honestly she couldn't even lift her head without feeling dizzy.
twenty minutes passed, which felt like hours to her, and sophia finally came back, a sadistic smile on his fasce. "finally, you're awake" she said, that soft and gentle voice she had just a smile while before was gone, her entire facade of the "soft girl next door”was gone.
she looked, fucking insane. she crouched in front of her, "i have you all to myself now" he started, "do you know how long i've waited for this?" she said. a psychotic chuckle falling from her throat. "oh don't look so scared now, it's barely the beginning."
she stated only making the younger fear her more, she didn't know what to do, she couldnt even speak due to her having around taped her mouth. she couldn't look her in the eyes, she was too scared to meet her eyes which burned of passion, and lust, maybe even a hint of anger.
she broke into laughter like a maniac, she genuinely found the sight adorable, somthing was telling him to rip the tape off though, there was still that, piece of her that felt bad.
she carefully peeled it off her lips, allowing the girl access to speak, "w-why me?" she weakily said, her voice comin out barely due to how rough she choked her just moments prior. she would smile, it sent shivers down her spine automatically.
"why not you? i mean, lets name some reasons why" and with that, she continued to talk, going into brutal details about how she's wanted her ever since she laid eyes on the girl.
this all scared her terribly, to say the complete least. she had her in her house at one point, while it was never ending with the stuff she's done for her, it seemed she personally didn't have any limits for her. she used the time she had while she spoke, to use friction to break her free but to really no avail.
it seemed sophia was, prepared, for everything she might do. while she tried the act, sophia put her hand on her shoulder and whispered in her ear, "keep trying that and i'll have to hurt you." she whined, scared of what she might do to her.
she stopped, "p-please.." she panted out and it made soph feel a certain way. she had never thought of her such a way but weirdly, hearing her pant like that, it made her want to do something else, something more with her.
she fixed the way she cuffed, she was always prepared, she had more than one pair. so, she cuffed the girl to the bed, and also tied her ankles to the foot of the bed. sophia was weirdly gentle with her though, she would lightly tap along her body, despite her cries for her to stop, for her to not touch her anymore.
but she wouldn’t listen, actually she loved the way lara would beg for her, wishing she'd just stop and leave her alone, but she never did. at first, she was thinking to get it over with, but she knew once she left her alone for a slight second she'd run off or try to.
sophia was, rough, with her to say the least. she kised her aggresively, she marked her chest, down with so many hickeys. she then sat on top of the girl, rubbing along her shoulders, along her torso and she placed her hands on her throat.
she watched the girl while she cried, but she would lift her neck giving her more access, she would then wrap her hands around her throat, or better yet, just one.
her hands were big enough to hold the girl by her throat, and her began apply pressure. she smiled at the indian girl under her, watching as she held her wrist, trying to lift her off of her throat but with little to no avail.
she would only apply more pressure as time went on, listening to the girl struggle to breathe more as the seconds went by.
she smiled sadistically while watching the tears stream down her face, "p-please.. let go" she forced out between the squeaks, she really couldn't breathe, she was struggling to keep her eyes open before sophia finally let her go.
she watched the younger struggled to catch her breathe, she was choking. she smiled at her, and left for a while, knowing how long it'll take for her breathing to regulate again. she left the room, running off to retrieve whatever it was she needed, lara was terribly scared, her chest rising an lowering insanley fast as she panted.
she finally returned, that same evil ass smile was plastered on her face. she saw what she had in her hand, "something for a little fun" she said, and contiuned walking up to the bonded girl.
she found it really cute, seeing that she was all to herself, no one around to take her attention away from her. she continued on, and she touched her again, gently rubbing her hand on her thigh.
“it'll feel nice, don't worry." she said, her voice deeper than the ocean, which was far from normal with sophia. she was scared, she couldn't shut her brain up for a few seconds. she was shaking so badly, "I-let me go" she tried pleading, "no." she said, then she used the item she brought with her.
she moved her hands up the hem of lara’s skirt, sliding the toy up through there, directly against her clothed cunt, but the girl didn't want that, she didn't want any sexual done to her but sophia didn't care. she continued to ignore all of the younger's protests for her to stop.
“please, sophia" she tried, her tears streaming the closer she got to her. she placed her finger on her lips, "shh" she said and contined to start the toy, catching her off guard.
the speed was aready so fast, she couldn't even keep up the way she wanted to, not only was the toy on it's highest but sophia would also circle the toy around, teasing the girl. she enjoyed hearing her beg and plead with her for her to stop and slow it down but she never would.
it didn't take the younger long to cum, but sophia wasn't satisfied, no, she kept the toy on her and left the room. she left the younger bonded to a bed with a vibrator directly against her cunt. she tried moving but it would only make the sensation more intense.
thirty minutes passed before she came back, her whines and cries subsided, the girl was passed out on the bed. she then smiled to herself, proud that she was able to get her exactly how she wanted her.
she walked up to the sleeping girl and turned the toy off, deciding it was enough. she untied her wrists, seeing the marks so she genlty rubbed them, deciding that she'd help her out the next morning. she laid besid the girl, pulling her by the waist closer into her embrace, she would genity kiss the back of her head.
sophia tried sleeping but she knew she may also try to escapse while she slept so she tied her wrists again, not as tight as before but tight enough where she couldn't easily break out.
she soon fell asleep herself, completly engulfed in her scent. the next morning came, lara felt her arms around her. but all the fear she had from the previous night, was gone. she felt comforable in her arms with her, or that's what she kept telling herself? she didn't know why but she didn't want to leave her embrace.
it wasn't like she really could either, she had her legs wrapped up with hers. she tried moving her wrists, to break them apart but she had no luck. she just sighed, when she woke up she did too, now she was just laying behind her.
then she spoke, her voice with it's normal morning rasp, “good morning, darling" she said soflty and kissed the back of her head. she broke the intertwined their legs were in and stood up from the bed. she began untying her wrists, and after she was finished she hugged the girl.
she melted into the hug, all the fear she had from the previous night seeming very much nonexistent. sophia could only smile at this, finding it all so perfect and adorable.
she loved that she brought the girl that same amount of comfort even during this, she would rub gentle circles into her back. she could feel her sobbing against her chest, begging and asking her to set her free, why did it have to be her out of everyone.
sophia only rubbed lara’s back and kissed her head in response, she wasn't going to promise the girl release because by now she definitely couldn't let her go. she apparently didn't live alone, and now people were definitely looking for her, actively looking for her.
after that ordeal, she took the girl downstairs wth her and she made her a nice meal. she, of course didn't have an appetie and sophia knew that, you see, when she bought the girl to the bathroom she was able to get a full view of her neck and saw the darks handprints righ there.
she didn't have to do much to see her wrists, seeing the marks left from the ropes and chains. she cried inside the bathroom as well, wanting any type of freedom from this situation and sophia would give her multiple chanes to escape but she'd never take them.
the thought of leaving her sounded amazing, it sounded perfect to her, but actually doing it was so hard for her to do, but she just couldn't undersand why. she wanted freedom from her, she wanted to be away from her but something made her stay in that house, with her captor.
and that would be something she would regret that same night, she didn't come off as crazy as that same night, in fact throughout the day, she took her out with her.
it was not by choice, for sure not by choice after finding out people were searching for the younger.
sophia just didn't trust her in her house alone, so she would take her with her but her wrists would be tied up the entire time and she'd be forced to lay down in the backseat.
today sophia was realy nice to the girl, she gave the younger that came comfort like he did just a few weeks, prior.
he, of course was gentle with the younger girl all day, and he would continue be. as the night grew, lara became more timid, not knowing if tonight would be as before.
there was really no telling with sophia, so she just simply had to find out. she was missing while upstairs for a long whle, and lara was seated on the couch in the living room.
she had all physical freedom while they were inside but when they were outside, she had little to none.
finally, sophia came back down, but she was on a different type of time, her vibe was so much different?
sophia took her upstairs, and tossed the younger on her bed, locking the room door behind her. she had lara strip out of her clothes, walking up to lara.
sophia had her hand inside her hoodie pocket, and lara watched carefully as she took off her clothes.
sophia walked up to lara, while she was laying on the bed, fully nude. she gently ran her hand down lara’s body "p-please.. f-fuck” " she'd whimper out, making sophia smile to herself.
she broke off the contact, and flipped her over, which caught her off guard. she had her laying on her stomach, and she began to fondle with her ass cheeks.
sophia pulled the item from her pocket, it being a knife and held it against lara’s soft skin. she began carving her name inside of the younger girl’s thigh.
lara whimpered as each mark was made, her blood trickling down and sophia sucked at her thigh before lifting back up and leaving to pull off her clothes.
lara moaned, her hands grabbing at the pillows already, when sophia began pushing the strap inside of her.
lara screamed out into the pillow, the feeling of the silicone cock stretching her was too much for her to take. “fuck, you're so tight" sophia said as she thrust slowly.
lara’s head never left the pillow. sophia then laid along the girls back, and thrust her hips gently, dragging her cock in and out of the younger's cunt.
soon, she gained a good enough rhythm, and she began pumping in and out of the girl much faster than before, "p-please" lara said, between cries, “please what huh?" sophia said while he continued destroying the youngers cunt.
"I-let me cum" lara moaned, sophia snaked his arm around the girl's waist, lifting her up so she has free access to her clit. she began rubbing her clit and slowing her thrust down to make lara cum.
"c-cumming please — don't stop" the younger girl moaned, as her orgasm took over her. lara’s entire body shook against sophia’s, making her pull out and turn the girl over, laying down so she'll be on top of her.
lara was still in a post orgasm trance, she didn't even realize sophia had already began fucking her again. this time she was chasing her own orgasm while kissing lara from time to time.
“sound so pretty moaning my name, baby” sophia whispered in her ear, lara whimpered and began grinding into her thrust, and she started kissing along her neck to bring extra pleasure, marking the girl up.
"fuck i'm cumming" sophia said and slowed her pace. while sophia came, it made lara cum again her eyes rolling back as she fell onto the older girl, completely limp.
sophia thrusted up a bit more, before pulling out officially. they both were panting, she pulled her into a hug, and she began praising her.
sophia might’ve been psychotic, she may have even needed help, but she didn’t want any of that. she wanted lara, and only lara.
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sofiatexa · 23 days ago
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meret manon x lara raj (marz)
cw ; fluff , a lot of praise, manon has low selfesteem, established relationship (girlfriends) , etc maybe?
small drabble - 0.5k
lara and manon laid in bed that morning, whatever playlist they had on the previous night played through the walls of lara's dimly lit room. her room shined orange due to the sunrise of the early morning, manon cuddled herself closer to lara wrapping her arms around the redhead.
the indian girl pulled her brunettes head closer to her chest, "good morning beautiful" she softly whispered while her hands gently ran through her hair, "good morning" manon said, a small smile coming across her face.
the pair laid in a comfortable silence for a bit, their presence was enough for the both of them, a song lara had put on her playlist came on, 'Just the way you are'. lara reminced on why the song was even on here, it wasn't a playlist she just made, she had made it for manon.
manon only came over to her girlfriend's place because last night was hard for her, she didn't really know how else to deal with how she felt so she ran to her girlfriend because she always knows how to calm her, faster than what she could've done on her own.
the song really put them back in their old headspace, manon used to be really self concious about her birth mark, and lara with her ethnicity. it took lara a few years to accept herself along with her culture but manon personally couldn't do the same with her birthmark.
lara would always cups the girl's waist from behind and kiss her shoulder, right where it was and reminded the girl how beautiful she is. lara knew it would be a while before manon would begin actually taking it into consideration and actually loving herself - but she didn't mind because she loved her.
she was willing to stay by manon's side through the entire process because that was her girl and she would hate to lift her up just to leave.
the redhead hummed along to the song, while manon scooted up closer to her face to kiss her. "thank you for letting me stay last night", "of course, beautiful" - that was a nickname lara loved calling manon, it reminded the older everyday that she was perfect, really perfect. not only in lara's eyes but in general.
the younger sat up against her headboard and manon laid on her lap, it was a slow morning and they didn't have anything planned so they could really spend the whole day in bed. lara turned on manon's comfort movie/show and they watched it together while the redhead's hands rested on her side.
lara's cat jumped on her bed, resting in front of manon, giving the older enough space to pet her. the cat purred from manon’s soft touch, making the pair smile while they watched the movie.
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hinamie · 5 months ago
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obsessingaboutgayspiders · 6 months ago
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The hyperfixation got so strong I made a side blog. Now I can be as weird as I like about this show without worrying about people I know irl seeing it 😁
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milkygothgf · 1 year ago
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I want to be corrupted into a total sex obsessed freak sooooo bad. I want to be forced to get horny from literally everything. Stick household objects in me. Make me hump shoes and bags and clothes. Make me finger myself anytime I talk on the phone. Make me rub my pussy juices on all of my things. Make me watch porn at work. Make me always keep an earbud in so I can listen to girls getting fucked streamed 24/7. Keep a dildo in me anytime I use my computer. Make me sexualize every nonsexual thing in my life. I want to be completely perverted.
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